These are things that are going in my life right now.

1. My brother's in jail and couldnt come out last year in december when we were told he was going to get out.
2. Work at school, the semesters almost over and theres a lot of work to be done.

3. My art and stuff, I don't eally know where things are going.

4. Social life

Only a few of you only know that my brother has been in jail for the past 10 years, since I was 6. I haven't seen him during that time. We started talking in the last days of december over telephone. It felt really good to hear his voice, after all that time I actually didnt know what he sounded like. Its been hard, I just want him to get out, but there are times where I feel like giving up on waiting for him. There have been a few days where I almost go the whole day without thinking about him, but at the end of the day, I do think about him, I miss him. Over the phone he told me that he feels bad for not being there, to be my big brother. I just hope that we can make up for all that time we lost. I think having a brother is one of the best things there is, so for those of you who have brothers, be nice to them, and give them a hug. Its been such a long time since I've seen my brother. When I think about it now, I think one of the reasons I made troy and cain almost like brothers, is because I want what they have, I want that friendship.  

School has been for the most pretty good. There was a period where I wasnt turning in my homework, so that affected me a lot for right now. I've been turning in all my work for the past week and this week so far though. Its time consuming but I have a feeling everything will turn out well. Still, theres a lot of work to be done. I want to go to college, I just dont know where, and what im going to study. I like talking to people. I like science, I like art and I like reading and writing. I think im also good at giving presentations, im not completely sure though. So speech is probably in there somewhere.

I haven't really been drawing or writing anything. I posted 4 art works. 2 pastel drawings that I did last year. And 2 gifts my brother sent me. Ive mentioned before that my brother is graphic designer. I talked to him today at 5 I think, and he said he could do an illustration of my stories but I wot ask him. He's good at it he told me. I want to get as good as him. Meaning im going to try practice drawing more, but its easier to be told to draw something rather than have to think for yourself. So, this means that im asking you guys for suggestions on what I should draw. Something easy, but that will be good practice for me.

I havent had much of a social life...ever. I think this year is the most of I've talked to people. Before it was just from school to home to church. But now im wishing it could be more than that. I have friends on facebook and theres people I can text, but that doesnt beat actually being with friends. I dont know, its just hard and im not used to it and its scary. There are lots of insecurities that I have. I know I can come off as cocky or talkative sometimes, but deep down, Im really not that special. Nothing really to say much about myself, but im not going to let that keep from doing well. I just hope that things will happen for the best. Im always available if someone needs or just wants to talk, for whatever reason, im here.
It's late and its not good for me to stay up so long. Anyway, thanks you guys.